Tuesday, December 31, 2013

2013 Goals in Review

Last year about this time, I posted my 2013 goals here.

This week, I went back to review those goals, and I didn't do so hot.  Turns out, you should review your goals periodically to make sure you are on track.  Just checking in on them after 51.5 weeks and expecting them to be magically completed is not an efficient way to make sure they are achieved. Good to know.
Let's review.

  • Read the Bible all the way through. Nope.
  • Write in a personal journal twice a week. Nada.
  • Write a snail mail letter once a month.  Actually, I semi-completed this one. I wrote a letter nine out out of 12 months.  Compared to my progress in other areas, I'll accept it. Plus, as a bonus, I received a few snail mail letters this year.  I will aim to continue this tradition in the new year.
  • Read 5 biographies. Nothing.
  • Comment consistently on my friend's blogs. I feel like I did pretty good at this and now it's kind of a habit.  Sure, the majority of my friends blog less often now than they did at the beginning of the year, but I'm not going to take that as a personal reflection on my comments.  If you'd like to read my remaining consistent blogging friend's blog, check out The Striped Flamingo.
  • Burn a candle more often. Check mark! I got a large candle for Christmas last year, and burned it all the way through by November. It feels good to accomplish something. Even if that something is burning a candle all the way through.
  • Visit the Wizarding World of Harry Potter. Checkity-Check-Check.  Butterbeer is delicious.

How'd you do on your 2013 goals?

Books of 2013

I didn't have any particular reading goals* in mind when I started 2013, but I'm pleased with where I ended up.  95 books!  I think I read so much because I am so overwhelmed by the number of books that exist in this world.  It's really very astounding. And then of course, there are all the books that I've read over the years and loved and therefore feel the need to re-read periodically. Those are denoted below with the asterisks. Read all the way to the end for reccomendations!
  1. The Book Thief by Markus Zusak*, fiction
  2. A Solitary Blue by Cynthia Voight*, young adult
  3. The Runner by Cynthia Voight*, young adult
  4. Death Comes to Pemberly by P.D. James, fiction
  5. Looking for Alaska by John Green, young adult
  6. Mudbound by Hillary Jordan, fiction
  7. Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green, young adult
  8. Seriously…I’m Kidding by Ellen DeGeneres, non fiction
  9. Paper Towns by John Green, young adult
  10. The Wishing Spell by Chris Golfer, children
  11. Anne of Green Gables by L.M. Montgomery, children
  12. The Leftovers by Tom Perrotta, fiction
  13. Between Shades of Gray by Ruta Sepetys, fiction
  14. An Abundance of Katherines by John Green, young adult
  15. Anne of Avonlea by L.M. Montgomery, children
  16. Anne of the Island by L.M. Montgomery, young adult
  17. Anne of Windy Poplars by L.M. Montgomery, young adult
  18. The Light Between Oceans by M.L. Stedman, fiction
  19. Number the Stars by Lois Lowry, children
  20. Anne’s House of Dreams by L.M. Montgomery, young adult
  21. Behind the Beautiful Forevers: Life, Death and Hope in a Mumbai Undercity, non fiction
  22. Caught by Margaret Peterson Haddix, children
  23. Torn by Margaret Peterson Haddix, children
  24. The Cavendish Home for Boys and Girls by Claire Legrand, young adult
  25. Time and Again by Jack Finney, fiction
  26. The False Prince by Jennifer Nielsen, young adult
  27. Bond Girl by Erin Duffy, fiction
  28. The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Zafon, fiction
  29. Tiger Lily by Jodi Lynn Anderson, young adult
  30. In the Shadow of Blackbirds by Cat Winters, young adult
  31. The Runaway King by Jennifer Neilsen, young adult
  32. The Magicians by Lev Grossman, fiction
  33. The Magician King by Lev Grossman, fiction
  34. The Bean Trees by Barbara Kingsolver, fiction
  35. Hyperion by Dan Simmons, fiction
  36. Matilda by Roald Dahl, children
  37. Prep by Curits Sittenfeld, young adult
  38. Where’d You Go, Bernadette by Maria Semple, fiction
  39. Under the Dome by Stephen King, fiction
  40. Struck by Lightning: The Carson Phillips Journal by Chris Colfer, young adult
  41. The Interestings by Meg Wolitzer, fiction
  42. A Million Miles in a Thousand Years: What I Learned While Editing My Life by Donald Miller
  43. Church Unique: How Missional Leaders Cast Vision, Capture Culture and Create Movement by Will Mancini, non-fiction
  44. The Hitman’s Guide to Housecleaning by Hallgrimur Helgason, fiction
  45. The Primal Blueprint: Reprogram your Genes for Effortless Weight Loss, Vibrant Health and Boundless Energy by Mark Sisson, non-fiction
  46. Joyland by Stephen King, fiction
  47. The Ocean at the End of the Lane by Neil Gaiman, fiction
  48. American Wife by Curtis Sittenfeld, fiction
  49. The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams, fiction
  50. Life after Life by Kate Atkinson, fiction
  51. Seige and Storm by Leigh Bardugo, young adult
  52. In a Pit with a Lion on a Snowy Day: How to Survive and Thrive when Opportunity Roars by Mark Batterson, non-fiction
  53. Discover Your Optimal Health: The Guide to Taking Control of Your Weight, Your Vitality, Your Life by Wayne Scott Andersen, non-fiction
  54. Is Everyone Hanging Out Without Me? By Mindy Kaling*, non-fiction
  55. The Boo by Pat Conroy, fiction
  56. The Mark of Athena by Rick Riordan, young adult
  57. Penelope by Rebecca Harrington, young adult
  58. The Cuckoo’s Calling By Robert Galbraith, fiction
  59. Amelia Anne is Dead and Gone by Kat Rosenfeld, young adult
  60. Blue Boy by Rakesh Satyal, fiction
  61. A Summer to Die by Lois Lowry, young adult
  62. The Last Time They Met by Anita Shreve, fiction
  63. Wedding Night by Sophie Kinsella, fiction
  64. The Boy Who Couldn’t Sleep and Never Had to by D.C. Pierson, young adult
  65. Come a Stranger by Cynthia Voight*, young adult
  66. Honest Doubt by Amanda Cross, fiction
  67. The Tea Rose by Jennifer Donnelly, fiction
  68. Seventeen Against the Dealer by Cynthia Voight*, young adult
  69. The Winter Rose by Jennifer Donnelly, fiction
  70. Frankenstein by Mary Shelley, fiction
  71. Reconstructing Amelia by Kimberly McCreight, young adult
  72. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock by Matthew Quick, young adult
  73. Mad About the Boy by Helen Fielding, fiction
  74. The Bride Wore Size 12 by Meg Cabot, fiction
  75. The Wild Rose by Jennifer Donnelly, fiction
  76. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone by J.K. Rowling*, children
  77. The Emerald Atlas by John Stephens, children
  78. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets by J.K. Rowling*, children 
  79. Allegiant by Veronica Roth, young adult
  80. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban by J.K. Rowling*, children
  81. Persuasion by Jane Austen*, fiction
  82. Midnight in Austenland by Shannon Hale, fiction
  83. Strengths Based Leadership: Great Leaders, Teams and Why People Follow, non-fiction
  84. The Fire Chronicle by John Stephens, children 
  85. The End of the Alphabet by C.S. Richardson, fiction
  86. The Willoughbys by Lois Lowry, children
  87. Gossamer by Lois Lowry, children
  88. House of Hades by Rick Riordan, young adult
  89. True Grit by Charles Portis, fiction
  90. Let's Explore Diabetes with Owls by David Sedaris, non-fiction
  91. The Golem and the Jinni by Helene Wecker, fiction
  92. Eleanor and Park by Rainbow Rowell, young adult
  93. Mary Poppins by P.L. Travers, children
  94. Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris, non-fiction
  95. Mary Poppins Comes Back by P.L. Travers, children

Here are my favorites for the year:
Non-fiction: A Million Miles in a Thousand Years by Donald Miller. 

Adult fiction: Under the Dome and Life after Life

Children's/YA book: Anything by Lois Lowry, on this list or otherwise; seriously read them all

Historical fiction: The Tea Rose and its sequels, the Winter Rose and the Wild Rose

Fantasy book: The Magicians and its sequel, The Magician King

Children's/YA fantasy books: The Emerald Atlas and even more so, it's sequel The Fire Chronicle; also enjoyed the False Prince and its sequel the Runaway King

Classic: Persuasion, Anne of Green Gables

Time travel: Time and Again

*This is a lie. My only reading goal was to read five biographies. And unless the books of David Sedaris and Ellen DeGengeres count (which they don't in my mind), I didn't read any. I did attempt a few, but they were not my cuppa tea.

Thursday, October 24, 2013

Thankful Thursdays...say what?

I wish I posted more often, I really do.

Today I came home determined to blog about a particular topic I've been mulling over for a few weeks, but then I went searching through my archives for a bit looking for something and realized, "IT'S THURSDAY! I SHOULD DO A THANKFUL THURSDAY POST!"

So here goes!

Today I'm thankful:

That my Halloween costume is coming together.
Man, I mean, I know I make more of a deal out of Halloween than most, but this year has been a doozy.  I started working on it in September and thought I had it finished up this weekend, that is until I did a test run on my hair do last night and went into full blow panic mode after.  Thankfully my FB friends talked me out of spray painting my hair gold with spray paint from the hardware store.  The answers were a resounding NO, so I stepped back, thought it through and came up with a safer solution.  I'll post pictures of the complete costume next week.


For co-workers who become friends.
My co-worker (and friend) Matt left us yesterday for a new job.  We've had a lot of laughs over the years, plus discussions about television shows and advice shared (from him to me) on tech purchases. Plus, of course, numerous collaborative projects and pieces.  It was hard for me to say goodbye to him, but at least the feeling was mutual.  This is what he told me yesterday morning, "Leaving after six years is really hard. This is my third longest relationship, after Shannon (his wife) and LOST."

That I got to take care of my two nieces and nephew over the weekend.
As a 40th birthday present for the best older sister a girl could have, I took Zach, Julia and Natalie to my house for the weekend.  I'm not gonna lie, I was a little nervous beforehand, mainly because I'm not one of Natalie's favorite people and at 2 years old she's a little hard to reason with.  However, the whole weekend went beautifully, the kids were great, and we had a great time.




If you've been a reader for
a long time, you might remember
my 2 1/2 year old niece, Natalie!



Tomorrow is the Potato Drop at work.
The potato drop is when 40,000 pounds of unwanted potatoes get delivered to campus.  Students bag them up into family sized serving bags, which are then distributed to local agencies to hand out to those in need.  It's a fun event, and it helps those in need. Mostly, the reason I'm excited is because at the last Potato Drop event several years ago, I took an amazing (I'm not exaggerating) photo.  I'm not normally much of a photographer, but magic was in the air that day and the photo gods smiled on me.  The photo, lovingly referred to as "Potato Boy" by those in my office, has been used many, many times in publications since then and all other photos of community service are compared to it (and usually found wanting).  I hope I get a chance to "drop" by tomorrow to try again.

That on this new program, Take Shape for Life, I'm losing weight quickly and never hungry.
Hallelujah!

For vacations
My sister Mandy and I just got back from 4 days in NYC.  We saw just about all the sights you could possibly see and laughed a lot. Plus, I navigated the heck out of that city and its subways. (I really love navigating and Mandy really hates it, so it was kind of the best for both of us.)



GUYS, I SAW STARRY NIGHT IN PERSON AND IT WAS
EVERYTHING I HOPED IT COULD BE!



On that note, what are you thankful for?! Share in the comments below!


Friday, October 4, 2013

Hark! Is that a Lost and Not Found blog post, mine eyes see?

Despite the lack of posts in the last, oh, six odd weeks, I have not given up blogging!*  Let's celebrate this return from an oh-so-long blogging absence with an announcement!

I've lost 30 pounds in six weeks!

There is not a typo in that extra-large sentence up there, I really have lost 30 pounds in six weeks** through a program called Take Shape for Life. Take Shape for Life has three main components and some other smaller ones.  Let's break it down, shall we?

1) I have a health coach.
My health coach, Alison, is so great for me.  The first week on program was a little tough, adjusting to the lower calorie, low carb meal plan (more on that below).  She called me every day to see me through the transition.  Now we talk once a week about how the week has gone, what my goals are and any questions I have about the program.  I couldn't do this without her.

2) I eat five Medifast meals a day.
The Medifast meals are foods that I buy from Medifast (I order once a month). They typically come in powdered form, but they are some things, like cereal, bars and pretzels, that come in their final form.  There are lots of options, but my favorites are Peanut Butter Soft Serve (ie, ice cream), all of the shakes and the brownies (just add water and then microwave or bake and you have a warm, moist, chewy, chocolatey piece of goodness).
The meals are low calorie, low fat and low on the glycemic index, but they have plenty of protein and vitamins. Plus, on the program you eat every three hours so you're not really hungry. Let me adjust that statement: the first week I was hungry as I adjusted to the new diet, but I've been good ever since!

3) I eat one Lean and Green meal each day.
I call the Lean and Green meal my "real food."  For the Lean and Green, you get one serving of lean protein, three servings of vegetables and one healthy fat. This real food helps to feel normal - I can still eat out*** or eat at a friend's house - but at the same time it gives me the opportunity to start some healthy and controlled eating habits.

Anyway, I once again feel like I could do this thing. I'm on track and focused on my goal of losing a significant amount of weight. Before I started this program I felt kind of hopeless. I kept trying to get back on track with counting calories or new diets and kept giving up. I was full of fear.  It was a very discouraging period. I feel much better now and can picture myself doing this program for months until I have lost my 100 pounds (and maybe even a few more after that!). I've decided that I think being able to picture yourself succeeding, is a big part of actually succeeding.

Obviously, the last time I lost a significant amount of weight I did not succeed at the "not finding it again" part (get it - Lost and NOT Found??).  But I'm a big believer in learning lessons from the past, and I think I can see where I went wrong with the not finding it again.

Now, I'm sure you have some questions. If I get enough in the comments section, I'll post a Q and A blog. Side note: if you want me put you in touch with my health coach Alison, so you can get started on Take Shape for Life, let me know!****


*I just get easily distracted from blogging by television, books and real people.
** They will tell you if you sign up that you will  lose 5-7 pounds a week the first two weeks and then after that you'll lose about 1-2 pounds a week.  But so far, most of my losses have been a bit higher than those numbers.
***But I've only eaten out about 6 times in 6 weeks. Talk about a lifestyle change!
****I don't get compensation for a blog like this. I've just always been open about my weight loss efforts and want to share with you the program that's helping me.

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

RIP Primal

It's been awhile since you heard from me, and I figure I owe you blog readers an update.
Drumroll, please.
I am no longer doing Primal.
Are you surprised or not surprised? Let me tell you the whole story.

I did Primal for three weeks.  During that time I was pretty much 95 percent on track with the Primal plan.  I didn't have any bread or pasta during that time. I gave up Diet Coke.  I did have rice a few times. And probably more fruit than you are supposed to have.  And I did go to this party once where I ate whatever I wanted, which included Oreos, among other things.  But still. Overall, I was pretty hard core.

At the end of 21 days, I weighed for the first time during the whole Primal experience.  I had a number in my head before I ever stepped on the scale that I expected to see.  It was 13 pounds less than the number I saw when I started.  Yes, 13 pounds would've been a lot to lose in 3 weeks.  Yes, any weight lost is a good thing.  Yes, I should not have been disappointed when I did finally step on the scale after being (mostly) hardcore for three weeks and saw that I lost 7 pounds.

That's right.  I went from eating as much processed food, breads, pastas, sugars, and general crap to eating what I felt was a very healthy diet of lean meats, fruits, veggies, some almond milk and some nuts and lost 7 pounds.

7 pounds in three weeks is good. After all, 2 pounds a week is the recommended weight loss. But it wasn't the number I had in my head.  And typically when I've done diets in the past, during the first week I lose more, like 5-7 pounds, and then pick up with 1 to 2 pounds a week after that.

After that, I felt broken. I couldn't get myself to stick to the strict Primal ways any more.  I tried to get back on it a few times, but just couldn't make myself.

I also couldn't bring myself to write this blog post weeks ago when all of this happened because I'm tired of trying and failing and telling the whole world about it.  It's embarrassing. Especially when the trying and failing time period is short. Keeping a blog is not a natural business, really. It's weird to tell the whole world your struggles.

In the end, I guess enough time has passed. Plus, people have been really interested and supportive of me-on-Primal, asking about it and whatnot, so I think an update is necessary.  I went to a few people's houses for dinner while I was doing Primal and they cooked Primal especially for me.  And once I went to this party and another guest asked what she could bring that I would be able to eat.  Those things were really, really nice and I appreciated them.

Luckily, I did not wallow in my Primal failures for too long.  I'm already on track with a new weight loss effort.  I'm not sure I'm ready to tell the whole world about it yet, but I do want you to know that I am moving forward.  This is one of the quotes on my vision board: "You are successful the moment you start moving toward a worthwhile goal." -Charles Carlson

Saturday, July 20, 2013

The Good, The Bad and the Ugly

So it's been over a week, since I posted about the hunger-monster disaster that was day three.  Now I've been doing this so long I'm not even counting by days any more! Now I say "almost two weeks"!
I figure it's time to do a round up of how things have been going.

The Good.
Things have been going well for the most part. The only "fudges" I've had is
1) rice when I went to Chipotle with friends (have you had their rice? it is worth the splurge) and
2) some white wine*

I've been tempted some. I've come very close to giving up all hope and driving to Jimmy John's for their amazing white bread sub sandwiches. Last night I held a warm tortilla in my hand while I was feeding my niece. Do you know what it feels like to hold a warm tortilla and not eat it? It's definitely a form of torture.**  BUT, I've been resisting.  Right now my goal is to make it 21 days without major splurges. After that we will see.

I gave up diet coke (again).  I haven't had any junk food, ice cream or packaged food (aside from packaged raw nuts) in almost two weeks.  I'm only drinking water (and, see above, one night I had wine). This is unbelievable.

Right now, as I blog, I have crust-less pizza in the oven. I'm super excited about this.

The Bad.
I'm still hungry a lot.  Being hungry is when the crazy comes out and your mind will rationalize eating anything. Not sure what I'm doing wrong here. Mister Primal Man seems to think you will be less hungry when eating Primal.

I've been really irritable this week.*** I'm not sure if that's related to being hungry, or stress or problems I've been having with my car. But I'm not usually this easy to anger and I don't like it.

Groceries are expensive!  Each week I think that I will spend less and then I end up spending more. And I'm not even going organic or grass-fed like Mister Primal Man wants.   Plus, I'm running back to the store mid-week for fresh produce. I HATE going to the store more than once a week

The Ugly
Groceries are expensive!  I thought about showing you my grocery bill, but I can't. It's embarrassing. Each week I think that I will spend less and then I end up spending more. And I'm not even going fully organic or grass-fed like Mister Primal Man wants.   Plus, I'm running back to the store mid-week for fresh produce. I HATE going to the store more than once a week.


*red wine is okay because of the antioxidants.  I think white wine is not a horrible choice (better than that wheat monster, beer!) but it's just not on the approved list from Mister Primal Man.
**while you may say, "Jill, that warm tortilla was for your niece. Would you literally take food that is meant for the mouth of a baby?" and my answer to that is, "Of course I would. I'M ON A NO-CARB DIET, FRIENDS.  There is nothing I wouldn't put past me when it comes to warm carbs.  Plus, there was no way that little girl would eat that whole tortilla anyway."
***No, it is not my period.

Thursday, July 11, 2013

It won't always be easy

The first day was great.
The second day was harder.
The third stunk.

I'm still not having trouble "Just Saying No" to bread or processed foods* really. But I have been consistently hungry for two days.  And extremely tired. The tiredness, granted, is not Primal's fault, but does make it harder to feel excited about this new way of eating that I've decided to embark on for the REST OF MY LIFE. And harder to think clearly and determine a healthy, filling way to eat.

Last night, I lay on my couch watching Netflix, because I was too tired to go for a walk or mow the lawn.** I had eaten dinner but was still hungry. I had been hungry all day, so I had a low tolerance. I tried to think of something healthy to eat, but could only think "I'm sick of all berries, smoothies, veggies and eggs."  Plus, did I mention I was tired?  So I never got up and never ate anything and eventually went to bed hungry.

And this was after the disaster that was dinner.  I came home from work sooo hungry.  Knew the portion of pork roast and salad that I had planned for dinner was not going to cut it.  Decided to make these pancakes and a smoothie,***  in addition to the pork roast and salad. But I couldn't decide what to make first so I put a pan on the stove to start warming up while I made the smoothie.

The smoothie was a disaster from the get go. I did not get my ratio of frozen berries to milk right, which means I had basically a solid to drink instead of a liquid at the end. I couldn't get all of the berries to blend (because there were too many), so I had to keep stopping the blender and pushing the berries down toward the blade.  Finally it finished and it wouldn't pour out of the blender into my waiting cup and bottle because it was so thick.  I scraped it out messily with a spoon. Then I went to take a nice gulp and the whole solid mass slid from the bottom of the cup at once with a kerplat!  I ended up not being able to see out of my glasses and looked like this:
And then I rushed to get my phone, so I could
capture this moment for you guys.  And
my phone is still sticky, BTW. Also, I think
my nose is crooked. See how my glasses sit at
an angle? Or maybe my ears are uneven. Or maybe
just the force from the smoothie kerplat!
knocked them askew. Mystery.

So I cleaned up the mess and then decided to move back to the pancakes. The minute I put the "batter"**** down, it seared into a blackened mess.  Unedible. I had had the pan "warming" on high for like 15 minutes and it was way too hot! I let that cool and did the dishes from the smoothie.  After it cooled I scraped the mess off the pan and tried to drop the batter for the last pancake.  But the pan was still too hot and it instantly burned again.  Plus, I maybe did not do a great job at mashing the banana so the "batter" was more like eggs with some lumps of banana mixed in.  I will not be trying this recipe again for awhile, to say the least.

In the end, I resorted back to the originally planned pork roast and salad and had just a few cautious sips of the smoothie before putting the rest in the fridge for today. And I will be drinking it through a straw today for safety's sake. It's become a bit more liquid in the interim.

Every day won't be like day three.  That's what I've got to tell myself, right?


*I maybe should've mentioned my one caveat to the "no processed foods" rule: Diet Coke. I know I will need to give it up eventually, and I am weening myself off of it right now, but it is still being consumed. By me. Daily. But only once a day, which is progress.
**in my defense it was my only night available this week for such laziness, as I have packed my week with walking dates and other engagements.
***I needed a smoothie pre-ready for breakfast today, so that was killing two birds with one stone.
****I put "batter" in quotes because, can it really be called batter when it is just eggs and banana?